You Deserve A Life You Love
Dreamers, Healers & Freedom Seekers: At your wits end? Release the pain of the past so you can create a beautiful future
Welcome Fellow Dreamers & Freedom Seekers!
Are you at a stage in your life (or your creations) where you feel: "I can't do this. This just isn't working for me anymore!"
Well, I get it and I hear you! Whether your heartfelt cry is about no longer being able to tolerate:
- A toxic or abusive relationship
- Being endlessly single
- Dealing with out of control emotions
- Unfulfilling or underpaid work
- Not living your true purpose
- Not honouring your creative expression
- Struggling on your spiritual path
Then take heart, because life is using these frustrating circumstances to get your attention.
Life uses the things, people, and circumstances that frustrate you the most, to wake you the hell up and guide you along your true path. Trust me I can testify to that!
Hi there!
Hi, I'm Yve, welcome to my site.
I offer transformational audio courses, guided meditations and online workshops. You can also listen to free audios, book excerpts, or my new comedy podcast. You can read blog posts, watch videos or check out my music. I'll be adding content regularly. You can also ready my personal story of transformation below.
My Most Important Wake Up Call
A Life of Depression
Depression was my monthly companion
Trying to live a full life when you're dealing with monthly bouts of heavy depression is no joke. But for many, many years that was my life. It initially started out as healing from the trauma of an abusive and violent relationship that started when I was 17. When I finally escaped that relationship seven years later, the depression kicked in.
I couldn't see the connection at first. All I knew was that life didn't feel like it was worth living anymore, which didn't make any sense, because I was finally free from the abusive control of my ex.
I'd made it to university to study economics in a town miles away from my abuser, and was involved in all kinds of extra-curricular activities. I was receiving praise for my singing and writing abilities and even started performing at cultural events and started a jazz-funk band with fellow students. I should have been happy!
But I wasn't, I was miserable. I would burst into floods of tears for no reason and hide away in my room feeling the heavy weight of the depression on and in, my mind.
I eventually made the connection that it was the releasing of the trauma of the previous seven years that mirrored childhood trauma I'd experienced. Yet, the neural pathways had been set and the cycle of depression continued even after I started to heal from those traumas.
Life was giving me a very clear wake up call!
One of the things my depression was masking was an extreme lack of self-esteem and an inability to embrace my deep and intuitive nature.
My heart wanted me to be authentically me. It wanted me to honour my sensitivity, my intuition, my creativity, my depth and my passions. But I was too busy trying to fit in and be like everyone else to listen, so the cycle of horrendous depression continued. Until...
One day, I just gave up. I stopped fighting. I accepted that this heavy feeling of drowning in negative thoughts and emotions was going to be my life. Then, in that moment of true surrender, I heard an inner voice say. "Now will you listen to your heart and who you're meant to be?"